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May 13 lifeay ay, sorry it's been so long since i blogged. as much as i will always love and respect troy for everything he is and what he's taught me, we've both moved on with our lives.  oh and my brother tyler's girl is pregnant  and well we think i'm pregnant as well  which me and my man have been trying now for the past maybe month month and a half to get me pregnant. i love him, but there will always be a place in my heart for troy. i'm ok, rite now were livin with his dad. we got a pet american bulldog also her name is bulldaw, she was abused before we got her, someone bread her for her puppies and the threw her outta of there truck in a plastic trash bag, she's healin up pretty well, she's still skitish around people and animals though. my aunt.v. is still a bitch as usual, she doesn't know i'm pregnant yet and neither does his dad, my aunt.c. is the only one in my familly so far that knows, but parts of his familly knows already. i'm ready to start my life, settle down and raise a familly. November 01 What ever.ay ay.
I hate that i didn't get to stay up last night for the live episode of Ghost Hunters i
really wanted to watch it.
I love Halloween, it's my favorite holiday and time of the year.
As I said in my occupation basically i'm an exhousewife who went through emotional abuse
to the point of where all i did for 2 day's because of nerves was drink fluids to keep myself goin, i hate that it came down to all of that to get me to relize just what all was really goin on with my marriage, emotional abuse isn't always obvious a lot of the times for women in cases like mine it just kinda snuck up on me because that was the way that i had been treated growin up and just didn't really know any other way and well i'm happy that i stoped the cycle of abuse when i did.
no person let alone woman deserves to have to go through any type of abuse, people don't relize that emothional and verbal abuse can be and is just as bad as physical abuse, cause for emotional abuse sometimes you don't even realize your being abused untill you really sit back and look at your life, sometimes the person doing the abuse doesn't even know there doin it.
well for now i'm goin to leave you guy's at that.
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